A Storm Within
I think a lot of people struggle with these inner battles of emotions. You cannot explain these emotions or feelings. For me it sometimes feels like something keeps holding me back from reaching my full potential. With so much information and opinions available on the internet, it is easy to feel overwhelmed. It is difficult to make sense of everything and to know what is true and what is not. It is also easy to get stuck in the virtual world and get isolated from the real world and real people. The best thing you can do for yourself is to reach out to real people. Talk to your neighbours and the cashier at the supermarket. Make conversation and connect with people face to face. Realise that you are enough as you are and that you are not alone. Nothing happens over night. There are no 5 easy steps to being successful or 10 easy steps to being happy. Success and happiness is not a trophy you just get one day and put on your shelf and say, I am happy and successful now. It is a process of growing everyday until the day you give your last breath. Accept that you will have these inner storms of emotions your whole life. It is part of being human. But know that the emotions come and go and in the process it helps you grow. Embrace it and learn from it.